True reflection.

It started with my heart first. A burden so great that I was beating like a freight train.
My insides were cold, a shiver too touch. How could I be so stupid?
One mistake and here I am. Rock bottom.
I stare into the mirror disgusted by what I see.
A ravenous beast. A fucking skeleton. Gaunt.
Eyes red, no sleep again. A drop of whiskey clinging to my chin, praying, hanging for life.
This isn't me. I close my eyes, pop another pill, swig it down with the whiskey. Sleep. Just please slee......