2010.

2010 is the year. New year has come and gone along with the hangover of last year.
I might still be down but mark my words I'm not out.
This is the year I sortmy shit and sober up. Give me a reason and its done.
A failed relationship,depression and a battle with painkillers fucked 2009 up.
I have a mission to comlete. A list of things.
1) Find a nice girl. I might know a few but as they're uninterested and the world is hellbent on fucking up every other woman this may be the toughest one.
2) Stop smoking. I have always said with the right girl I would.
3) Cut down my drinking. Viewed as the alcoholic I'm not its time to show these fuckers I'm not what they see me as.
That's my top three but im sure as the year goes on I will add more.
I have to grow the fuck up and be a man. That is a conscience choice I plan on making.
The girl in mind may be higher up the chain than I will ever be but im a fighter and as I'm not on the ropes yet I wont give up hope.
This is the year.