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None of you will ever understand the pain I feel.
I dont even understand it. Yeah yeah typical boring tragedy fucking case.
Broken family,broken heart blah blah fucking blah.
I never want you to understand what I feel. Ever.
Because when all is said and done it wont matter. I'll be in a box in the ground and you will all be holding false grief when inside you feel relief.

Wanna hear as story? Its a funny one. real comedy.
2008. Anger constantly flowing through, alcohol fueling my vices.
painkillers popped every fucking night a fucking girl beating on my fucking brain.
Where the fuck were you all then ay?
Wanna hear how I was once suicidal? Hope it makes you fucking happy just like it does me.
I was that close to fucking escaping all your fucking lies,cheating and fucking fueliing my fucking fires.
Fuck you very much.
Think about this before you fucking flip out,judge me or fucking leave me.
Let it sit on your fucking brain.
Fuck this.
Fuck you.
Fuck the world.